Without Intention Ideas!!!!

(1)_I already arrived in here over 2 months ago. I don't know why i am not happy???

(2)_Sometime, I wanna learning Japanese Language. Now, I've some books and some are downloaded from online. But, i never touch or read. WHY??? Where's my enthusiastic about reading and learning???

(3)_Mostly, I spent a lot of times on Internet. Only surfing websites, downloading movies, reading news and watching movies. Why I don't use my precious time, WHY???

(4)_Where's my family life??? Why I am lonely in here for WHAT???

(5)_Sometime I am thinking....What's my direction for my future??? Don't I have nothing INTENTION???

(6)_I wanna shout loudly "aM I WRONGGGGG "